John Burke joined St Martin's A Course in 1970 after completing his foundation at East Ham Technical College, where fellow student John Crossley also studied. Here he considers the ontology of finding himself in a 'locked' room.
Film still from Tom McPhillip's film A Lay in the Dife, a pint or two at the Angel, John Burke (on right) |
Strictly
speaking, it was locked only when we weren’t there. The outside of the door had
a hasp and staple with a robust padlock and the key was held by the staff, who
unlocked it at the start of each session and locked it again when we all left.
On the inside there was a strong, simple sliding metal bolt you might find on a
shed. Once we had all entered the room, the door was closed and the bolt slid
shut by the member of staff on duty.
Sometimes
a student wanted to leave the room during a session although this was allowed
only for essential purposes. At the start of a project the room would contain
only specific materials in precise quantities and set out for each student. No
other materials could be brought into the room. If a student decided to use a particular
tool, he or she would ask the staff member who would permit, or not, the use of
that tool, which could be obtained from the technical staff in another part of
the building. (This was one of the few occasions when we spoke, and the
exchange was kept very short and concise: ‘May I get a pair of wire-cutters,
please?’ – ‘Yes, you may get wire-cutters.’). The staff member would then slide
back the bolt and open the door just enough for the student to leave and bolt
it again immediately. On returning with the tool the student would knock on the
door and be readmitted. We could use only one tool at a time.
The door
was not self-closing: it had to be bolted and unbolted, locked and unlocked,
manually. The action of the door and the act of securing it were controlled
exclusively by the staff so a decision to leave the room entailed a mildly
disruptive and slightly ritualistic procedure, especially if the staff member were
some distance from the door when the request was made. Similarly, at the start
and end of each session the staff member would unlock or unbolt and open the
door, let us in or out of the room, and secure it behind us.
In fact
the room was ‘locked’ only when it was unoccupied: it was the sliding bolt
that kept the door shut during sessions. The bolt was on the inside, with us working
on a given project. It was ‘our’ bolt and it kept everything else outside,
although we may not all have seen it that way at the time.
Before
applying to St Martin’s I had visited the school and the sculpture department
during term time to find out more about the A Course. I had found my way to
that door and knocked on it. After a moment someone came to the door and opened
it a crack, saying nothing. When I asked if I could have a look inside he said
‘No’ and closed the door. Later, when I had my interview to join the course I
took my jumbo portfolio containing carefully-mounted photographs of the things
I had made on my foundation course and in my own time. Naively, I assumed that,
somehow, I might continue some of these things at St Martin’s if I were offered
a place.
Months
later I reported back to the door of the infamous ‘locked room’ along with a
dozen or so other successful applicants to be greeted formally by the A Course
staff. This encounter has been described very accurately by Gareth Jones in
other material but we were welcomed and told the ‘rules’ of the course before
the padlock was ceremoniously unlocked, the door opened and we were asked to
enter the studio. I had brought my portfolio case and asked if I could take it
into the studio with me. ‘You can’t bring any materials into the studio’, I was
told, so I had to leave it leaning against a wall somewhere nearby. It stayed
there, gathering dust, for the whole of that first term while everything I
thought I knew about making sculpture, encapsulated in that brown fibreboard
folder, was challenged, threatened and finally, involuntarily broken.
The
following months were surprisingly lonely and distressing without the certainty
and dependability I had experienced in my earlier education. I still felt that
I wanted to know where I was going so that I could get there, understand it and
move on.
John Burke
16 April 2018
John Burke
16 April 2018
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